phD holder?

Assalamualaikum :)

#since Dr.Shazrahanim challenge herself berblogging in english, so do i.

 Yosh. i iz challenge myself! (only for this entry maybe)

Tomorrow night, Kak Suai (my classmate) post something related to her future;
hard to make decision whether wanna further her study or not.
Kak Suai ask aleesaH to check her email.
 aleesaH took about 10 minutes to open it. Catch breath.
Then for sure she not that surprise when she saw it.
Yeah, not really surprise.
 She just give a biggggggg beautiful smile.
ya, beautiful smile.
:)

Alhamdulillah.

phD ?

"Wohooooo!!!"
aleesaH stuck to her promises. She keep motivate herself.
Calm down dear self.
aleesaH, a young wannabe lecturer is about
 to hear a story that would change her life.
A story at the end of its circle. #eh, ye ke?

But dear UTM, she said sorry she hurt you.
Yeah, she regret saying those things to you.
She hate herself for even thinking  that she could
 ever forget what you have offer to her.

aleesaH has undergone a nightmare there.
 A terrible things just happened to her
 *even just for a sem
She cried a lot during her master stage.
A lot.
But for sure she just keep all her
 problems deep inside her heart.
She ask herself to be strong.
She ask Allah to help her.
She pushed herself being a strong-willed person.
Allah help her.
She managed to be strong,
 she managed to find her freedom.
Alhamdulillah.
She thanked Allah.

InsyaAllah. She will stay strong as today.
She had created her own experiences.

" Main 'snakes and ladder' pun ada jatuh bangun.
Ni  apatah lagi kita manusia.
Makin di uji, makin meningkatlah imannya.
Ye dak? "

She said:

| one fine day, she will grab her opportunity to further her study.
| one fine day, she will get what she eager to own
| one fine day, she will find her 'spouse'; leads her to jannah
| one fine day, she will ....emmmm
it was something that she wanted.
awfully private to say.

*pray for her one fine day

InsyaAllah. with Allah's will
Allah is the Best of Planner and we just need to be patient.
May Allah ease everything.
Just follow the flow.

May Allah bless you dearest friend.
May Allah ease your journey; Dunya and Hereafter.

Hope this is the best decision she ever did.
She has chose her own path.
She dare to use PLAN A instead of PLAN B
muehehehe

p/s: she will attend her 3rd convocation day this coming May :)